| This is great... |
[Jun. 2nd, 2004|08:55 am] |
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As i'm comming to work this morning, my car overheats and the temp needle is burried on the high side. Oh, don't forget about the smoke comming out of the engine. I'm comming to the conclusion that I am not going to get anything for it, so I think I will donate it to some orginizations that accepts cars and fixes them up... Anybody know one that will put the car to good use? |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 21st, 2004|04:09 pm] |
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You are a Slutcom 4, and um... wow. They look at you. They blink. You pounce. Your room is characterized by a "Now Serving" counter above your bed and a "Take a Number" box outside your door. Anyone who enters your lair is required to be irradiated before leaving. We're talking two people in a night, multiple hook-ups each weekend... dirrty.
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Take the slutcom litmus test!
The slutcom litmus test originated in A Word of Advice.
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| Enough |
[May. 19th, 2004|02:03 pm] |
Originally in this posted, I decided to get on my soap box and stake my claim to my side of the story. While what I said was rude, callous, and mean spirited, i'm not the only one that is duplicitious. There are always two sides to a story, and neither side is without fault. Yes, I can admit that the situation with Brad was something that he found uncomfortable, but he was told ahead of time. I wouldn't let someone move in if a roommate was unaware of this. And I did not tell Brad that she was moving in, end of sentence. I asked him if he could handle that and he said he could if it wasn't for too long. So she moved. Kelly and Jerusha were not even there a month before all of this occured. And from my understanding and what I was told by Brad himself, is that he couldn't stand to be around his ex, and his ex is my bestfriend and was around. I was not told anything about any problems he had about Jerusha or Kelly until I was told by Stormy by her calling me at 9a.m. to berate me for being such a horrible person to brad.
The fact of the matter remains... Brad signed a legal contract to pay rent on the house until December 17'th of 2004, he decided that he wanted out of the house and he and I came up with what we both believed to be a very amicible solution. Infact, he's the one that offered to pay the two months rent. He does have a right to not like having to do so, but don't renig on the deal just because you think it's a bad thing. I'm only upset because I was told one thing, and got another.
People who read this may already have a preconception of me, and that's fine, we all get them. But I can not sit here and be made out to be the second comming of Charles Manson. If this endangers my "standing" within the austin community, then that's a hefty price to pay, but one I will pay none-the less. I have good people in my life that I consider close to me, I don't need a large group of aquiantences to make my life complete. Just a small group of loved ones who accept me for me, and vice versa.
Brad, if in any situation at the house was the key instigator for you leaving, I apologize, that wasn't my intention. I valued your friendship and I was truly hurt and dismayed when you left and I heard you held animosity towards me.
So to all of those I have hurt or insulted, I am sorry, it's out of my character.
I guess i've said all I need to say. |
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| So far so good. |
[May. 19th, 2004|01:55 pm] |
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| | The Cranberries - Go your own way | ] |
Well i'm on my third day at work and so far it seems to be going great. This pretty much seems to be the perfect job for me, I know what I am doing and they seem to be happy with my work. So it looks like a good match. Now I just can't wait for a paycheck. |
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| Expensive Hobby, here I come. |
[May. 16th, 2004|06:55 pm] |
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One of the main things that I have valued is the different cultures I have been introduced to. One that I fell in love with was the middle eastern culture. And in paticular, Smoking Argeli (Shisha). I had a really nice Syrian Hookah once that got destroyed, so I am buying another, and I think I might collect them. Mind you, this is now a cheap hobby... So far, the cheapest one i've found is an egyptian hookah with a cobra hose which i'm not a big fan of (Too much glasswork). But since I am going to try and go cheap for the first one, I will most likely get the egyptian.
Just so you can see
This is the Egyptian
And this is the one I really want, it's a Syrian
Obviously on the syrian, i'd get the blue and gold version, it's extremely gorgeous and will last a life time. If anybody wants to look at more hookah's and argeli related stuff, goto Hookah-Sheesha Central |
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| My Prozac is missing |
[May. 16th, 2004|12:14 am] |
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(yes, before I go into this, I am on anti-depressants, and i'm not ashamed to admit it)
I had an almost half full bottle of Prozac still and it's no where to be found in my house at all... And I kept it in the kitchen, so the only thing left is that someone stole it. They prolly took it so they can take them and drink alot. Man this pisses me off, I don't have any money to buy more and it will take two weeks for it to start working again once I get a new bottle...
Argh! |
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| What a difference a day makes. |
[May. 14th, 2004|12:11 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
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| | Franka Potente - Believe | ] |
So I think that Kelly and I both getting jobs on the same day did something to change or moods in a profound way... Kelly went back to his usual bubbly self, and I actually got into a cleaning and orgnization kick. I wont go to much into details because I don't kiss and tell, but even the sex was better last night. I need to get a new job more often :) |
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[May. 13th, 2004|01:05 pm] |
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VICTORY IS MINE! |
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| Nothing but an odd mood. |
[May. 11th, 2004|03:13 pm] |
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| | Hanson - A Song to Sing | ] |
Anyone who reads my LJ can plainly see that my post are somewhat bipolar. Sometimes, i'm in a good mood, and other times I am either depressed or in a pissy mood. But right now, I don't quite know how to describe the mood I am in. It's odd, I know. Kelly and I have been getting into more arguments lately, and I finally called him out on him being in a bad mood all the time and saying that he's not when everyone else can see it. It's not as if I am telling him that he can't be in a bad mood, but don't pretend that there's a white elephant in the room and not say anything. I think one of my few redeeming factors is that I can take what people say, even if it is bad. Granted, I may not be able to take it with a grain of salt, but i'm a big boy and I can take my lumps with the best of them. I think what is one of Kelly's and my own problems is that we feel like we both need to walk on egg shells around each other when there's obviously a problem that has us concerned. So lately i've pushed a little bit further when it seems like he's upset about something because i've heard "Nothing" to many damn times when I ask him if something is wrong. I hope what I am doing is seen by him as exactly what I am trying to do, open the lines of communications between us. When it comes down to it, I think i'd rahter have him screaming at me at the top of his lungs than sit in silence by himself, atleast that way he's communicating with me.
Get what I mean?
On the other things.
I talked to my friend Jeremy who helped direct me to the current job I am reaching for. His friend works for the department that I am interviewing for and she told him that I am pretty much hired on, but the HR lady is taking her time getting the paper work pushed through because on the spur of the moment, she decided to take some vacation time... Luckily i'm a patient person. My best Friend Alex (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) team503) Got back from dallas on Sunday and stayed for a couple of days, it was good to have around, made me feel a little bit better. I've got a second interview with Fry's tomorrow at 3, and even though I am pretty sure I have got the other job, I am still going to go to it, just incase Samuels Jewelers doesn't pan out. That's it so far, I promise to update a little more. |
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| Somtimes, it pays not to be conscious |
[May. 6th, 2004|07:28 pm] |
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So I had a second interview today which went really well, and in any estimation, that should put me on cloud nine with a beer in my hand. Which is did until Kelly and I got into an argument over money tonight. I'll post more about when I care to get out of self induced stupor. |
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| Please Please don't pass me by... |
[May. 4th, 2004|07:50 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Jack Johnson - Flake | ] |
So things are getting a little better... I've got two possible jobs lined up (One of which I hope will be the one I get because it's better money). I pulled the eclipse out of moth balls and cleaned it up. To tell you the truth, now that it'ws running again and the top is down, i'm going to be sad when I have to say good bye to it... It's been a good car for the most part and it good looking. But getting rid of it means I get legal and more reliable transportation, so it evens out. Two wheels OWNZ me.
I think being on prozac has really made a change in my life (i.e. i'm not suicidal anymore) so all in all, things are looking up |
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| ArGh1!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Apr. 23rd, 2004|01:01 am] |
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So when my exroommate moved out, he and I made an agreement to let him out of the rent on the house (Which is 1050 a month). We agreed that he was going to pay me two months worth of rent and that was going to be it. The agreement was as so. Two weeks before march's rent was due, he was going to give me the first of the two payments and the second was to be recieved the week following that. Well, I got the first payment fine and all was cool. The next week came and went and I got no payment. So he we are almost two months later and I still have no money.
Now, here's the kicker! I have a pretty nice Toshiba Tv that a friend of mine was going to let me make payments on. Well, since I was laid off, I told her I couldn't pay for it. So she tells me to hold on to the TV until she could sell it, so i thought that was pretty damn cool.. Mind you, this whole time my deadbeat exroommate has constantly told me he doesn't have the money to give me because of alot of random problems that have occured to him. So the friend that is selling the TV calls me and tells me that my exroommate is buying the TV from her. Wtf??? His priorities are FUCkeD!! Please keep in mind that this whole time i'm out of town visiting family and I am dealing with this shit. So simply told my exroommate that if I don't get that last bit of rent from him, i'm going to sue him.
So a major part of this post was for me to rant, and the last part is just to see what everyone else thinks... I don't think i'm being unreasonable at all in this. I just want what I was promised... |
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| Just another year. |
[Jan. 1st, 2004|12:44 am] |
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I really don't understand this human need to celebrate the changing of a year. I guess for some, it means a chance to man a new, change things that they believed to be wrong into their life, or be more giving and volunteer their time for a noble cause, or just begin being a nicer person. But what people don't realize is that the calender system is man made invention. It was used to bee able to calculate the passing of linier time so that time would be some understandable for the masses.
But time is not constant thread that is beginning and ending over and over again.
Time is a constant that is unchanging, unwaverable, and unduanting.
So with this in mind the people think they have a way to attone for since or bad thoughts because there's another new years right around the corner so they'll been fine and don't have to worry. Oh, I'll start my diet on new years! Oh you but you are labeled clinically obeese and will most likely die of a haert attack in the next year. Or how about... I'll voulenteer next year when I know I will have the time.
Poeople, please for your sake, if you plane to make changes in your life, don't wait for a new year to come. Strength; It's entirely within you to do what you need to do to impove your life. Do something now! Don't wait for a Knight on a white horse to come in like a saviour and have all the answers. IT'S UP TO YOU! |
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| Good god there be drama abound! |
[Dec. 31st, 2003|03:36 pm] |
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| | Godsmack - I Stand alone | ] |
So this was the plan from my perspective last night. My friends Rhie from Mojo's had her electricity and heat cut off and her cats piss and shit all over her blankets and sheets (Yes, including the bed) so I made the offer for her to come stay at my place last night so she can have a warm place to sleep for the night with clean blankets and then today we were going to go over to Alex's house and have a badass day of hanging out and Rhie can do her sheets and laundry over at his place. Well 9:00pm rolls around and I am wanting to go home because I am hungry and I didn't have any money to eat out with. Rhie says that she has a friend that is comming to visit her and she needs to stay down there... Ok, Fine.
Brad says he'll come pick her up after him and Alex goto Girlz Cellar to see Allie.
So fast forward to about 1:00am and Alex calls me and I answer the phone to brad in the background screaming "Why do you have to call MY roommate and agrivate me" And then Alex finally says that we wont be able to hang out today because brad's throwing a fit and he doesn't want to be around.
I went to sleep
This is very trying for me. I love both Alex and Brad very much, but with the both of them in this situation, and Alex, YOU ARE IN THE SITUATION. I need a valium! |
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| Thank god this freaking holiday is over! |
[Dec. 27th, 2003|02:56 pm] |
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I swear to god, i've gotten to hate christmas so much that when it's finally over, I can breath a sigh of relief :) The worst part of it is that even though I don't really like celebrating christmas, I still have to go home and be with my family for it when they celebrate it!
HELLO! I AM JEWISH! </h1>
Ugh!
But it was good to go up and see kelly :)
And I did end up going up to dallas about two weeks ago and surprising Kelly :) I loved it! He had the look of a dear caught in headlights when I walked into the bedroom :) |
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| Let's hear it for surprises |
[Dec. 12th, 2003|09:56 am] |
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| | Simple Plan - Perfect | ] |
Well, I originally decided to goto Dallas and visit Kelly and everyone, but then I changed my mind because of of certain circumstances. So I asked Kelly if he would come down here, but he said he might not be able to because he was worried about the truck. Well, those circustances are taken care of and since NOBODY in dallas knows I am going, i'm going to drive up tonight to Dallas and surprise Kelly with a rose :) Yes, i'm a sickening hopeless romantic :)
My good mood seems to keep going and going, I don't know what to think about it, this is the first time in forever that I have been this happy for this long. :) I like this feeling :) |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 10th, 2003|01:57 pm] |
A lonely doll
She came again
Frozen wall
Like teenage skin
And neither for
What comes within
A substance clouds like sinking sin
You told your great tale
And it's always the same
Quite a shame that it goes this way
Is what you said
How very bizarre
All those blood-letting games
Quite a shame that it goes this way
Is what you said
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| In a very odd mood today |
[Dec. 10th, 2003|10:46 am] |
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So today is Lance's funeral and I really wanted to go, but I couldn't get off work. I'm at work right now, but I will write more later. |
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| "May you find some comfort here" |
[Dec. 8th, 2003|08:05 am] |
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Last night I got a call from Alex that I never wanted to get. A new and valued friend died and is no longer with us. If everyone could please keep the friends and family of Lance Bankston in their thoughts and prayers, it would mean alot! Donations can be made in his name to the
Trevor Project
Thanks everone! |
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